Lady Jerez

Tomorrow I have to work then I’m looking forward to going home to my parents house.  I need a man in my life.  A good man in my life right now. I need my daddy. There is nothing in this world like a father daughter bond. I love my daddy with all my heart and I just miss him so much. Growing up my daddy and I would fuss like cats and dogs and my mom said it was because we were so much alike and that time would grow us out of it and it did. I’m out here living in the real world and I don’t have my daddy to make me feel protected like I did when I was home living under his roof. When girls have good fathers in their life, the men they date tend to be like their fathers and the same goes for a man finding a wife. If the relationship is good between the son and mother then the man will tend to date or marry a woman like his mother. To a certain degree, my father still takes care of me because until I’m where I need to be in my life (meaning have a mate that is marriage potential) then my daddy is still going to do for me. And besides, I’m daddy’s little girl. I ‘ve been in a realionship with a gentlemen that reminds me a great deal of my father, but he reminds me of my old father. He reminds me of my father before my father started changing his life and going to church and before my father was ordained as a Deacon in our church. So I see the potential in him because that’s just how my daddy use to be. That’s why I’ve had so much patience with him. It’s so unexplainable. There are really no words for me to use to guide you in seeing in my world. So I’ve got to go home to see my daddy and maybe one day real soon I can get my gentlemen to meet my daddy. If not for the sake of the relationship between us but if for the sake of helping my gentlemen seeing if God called him to be a preacher then that’s what he’s to be. When a man loves a woman, a woman learns to love.

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